Do I exist? Am I a real living person? If I am real can I be seen? Is anyone else aware of me? Can they hear me when I speak? When I scream i frustration is it perceived? If it is perceived is it just ignored? Or just not comprehended? Am I even here? Does it even matter? If it matters and is perceived is everyone else deaf? If everyone else is not deaf why would they ignore something that matters? Do I have to scream louder? Does anyone know I am drowning? If they do, do they care?